The name and the qualities are transient. They continue to evolve. What is definite is this journey of professional writing and self-discovery but more so a journey into demystifying life within us all. To save uniqueness wherever it can be found. Let's talk pursuits and purpose. Let's take a chance on our flutter so we can celebrate, unabashed- Our glides.
No talks about optimism, self -love, butterflies, yearnings and sunshine. Here, the deal is with raw pain, real fear, failure, hopelessness and injustice. There is no life without these- why throw them as obsolete..they have a purpose to sieve the greatness out of mediocrity. Cry it out. Let the hell break lose- why not “wars inside are not dependent on greed for materialism, wars inside release, unleash the woman or man you are supposed to be.
So stop hiding behind,
positive remarks and smiles of pain- and cry and hug a stranger tight. Stop being absent and confused by other’s pain.. They are feeding off of your..Cry, if you have to..be scared…be pessimsitic…be crass and then love when you can…But profess love when its pure… we throw word’ love’ to too often, we feel it too rarely
Bye Bye Love,
You are infested by mediocrity,
You are dampened by responsibilties,
Empty are the lengths and breadth of promises,
You don’t exist without a dream,
yet you crush with your ego’s vindictiveness,
You don’t have any gallant,
Come shamelessly, claim your vacant presence,
Bye Bye love,
You have no chivalry,
You can’t give without a bargain of receiving,
You borrow pieces from other love,
It’s an abstract of senseless mess,
Bye Bye love,
You lost the magnanimity of suprises,
Lost tombs of hopes
That could have sprung the fountain of youth, love and grandeur,
Now, you bring them??
They are poisoned with contempt
Now, the skeleton of dead love walks around,
and ticks to do list of robotic gesture,
Nothing is great, nothing worse,
It’s a flat line,
Purpose pinches hard,
Wasted a life,
Bye bye love,
You are addictive,
You grew up too late,
You missed the train,
You are buried here under expectations,
You are buried under cowardice,
You taste the fury and burn,
But love – you never come out like a phoenix,
The effortless powers devoured your own life
You are the master of your own ruin,
In the sweetness of your tone,
Bid love adios,
Bye bye love,
Shine with integrity for free on a newly wed and newly met,
I find myself constantly evolving with reading all your blog and attempting to write and experiment with all that needs a loud thump and voice. All that we come across, think about and never pen down.
So here it goes. It is october 2018. I am grateful for each day the sun shines and it was warm day worth being gratful for. At night, I am planning purchases to decorate a new house and indulging online, tempting myself with a new wadrobe for festivities. Then, I come across a documentary on coral reef and how it is ‘bleaching’ and dying. Such is the contradiction in activities. My conscious mind is engaged in understanding aftermaths of a want based living. There is helplessness, depressive angst at how in matter of couple of year with collective increase in consumerism, there is a effect and a price that we are to pay and yet the lower mind is still on the phone -browsing. It took some active effort to stop the online browsing and feeding the want to constantly accquire and stop the voice that I have so strongly found that says I deserve it, I want it. It is almost convincing me that I need it to feel a certain way. That is one october night, one day and I wonder how much effort it is required to appeal to the higher self to take over and not pay heed to the man made efforts to constantly keep you acquiring.
There are many october nights to plan ahead- to ignore the false call of want and to break out of circle based on needs and want. Intellectually, It is easier to understand a deep void one is trying to fill. But each step in direction of altruism is heavy. Yet, awareness is a start. There are many october nights to plan and action. I cannot forgo personal responsibility of carbon footprint and waste. I own it with a heavy heart but I own it with loving kindness and a prayer for consciousness to seep in and stop us in the tract – when we are only focus on serving self. Let this journey be about ‘we’ in wellness not ‘I’ and illness.
May this blog be an affirmation and manifestation that our future generations can witness the grandeur of coral reefs. May they enjoy their odd october warm days atleast and may we not unconsciously take it away from us. May we have the courage to walk even a single step in direction of alternative energy, vegetarianism and observant of our carbon footprint. May we extend a huge hug to Mother Earth for all that is provided to us in form of one less trip to the mall rather a walk to the beach.
May I visit this blog with a awakened smile of contentment at tiny step of change.
Please write your thoughts on coal reef and consumerism.